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May. 18th, 2009 11:14 pmI can barely tell the difference between what is real and what I believe. For example, this letter in my hand-- I can feel it between my fingers. The paper is smooth, except in the creases. I can unfold it, and fold it again. As certain as I am sitting here now, this letter exists.
And yet.
In my heart, I know my hand is empty.
- History of Love
( Spoilers for Supernatural Season 4, also known as the most scarring season of television ever. Am I dead yet? )
And yet.
In my heart, I know my hand is empty.
- History of Love
( Spoilers for Supernatural Season 4, also known as the most scarring season of television ever. Am I dead yet? )
[ooc: Dated back to the day after their first date, which is here. Please do not click there unless you're ready for a long read. That thread is 225 comments long.]
( I feel like I'm falling for you / but I'm scared to let go / I'm scared cause my heart has been hurt so )
( I feel like I'm falling for you / but I'm scared to let go / I'm scared cause my heart has been hurt so )
[ooc: Meta and ooc replies only. Think of this as sort of a voiceover like in a movie or television. Just thoughts spoken in the head, which is why it's all in italics.]
You think I don't see it. You think I don't see you.
( ... )
You think I don't see it. You think I don't see you.
( ... )
just_muse_me :: 4.8.4 Picture Prompt
Apr. 25th, 2009 06:51 am[ooc: Prompted by this picture. And yes, if Chole-mun approves, this will be official part of their history.]
"Lana, just...calm down!"
Lana paced the floor of her bedroom, her phone in one hand and the test in the other.
"Right. Calm. I can do calm." There was a slight pause in speech and body before she resumed. "I can't do calm."
"Yes, you can, now breathe. You're going to be okay."
( But what if I am?! )
"Lana, just...calm down!"
Lana paced the floor of her bedroom, her phone in one hand and the test in the other.
"Right. Calm. I can do calm." There was a slight pause in speech and body before she resumed. "I can't do calm."
"Yes, you can, now breathe. You're going to be okay."
( But what if I am?! )
(no subject)
Apr. 20th, 2009 01:20 amYour Expression Number is 6 |
![]() You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need. You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others. You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity. Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships. Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself. At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others. At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering. |
Yes, Chloe, I put my actual last name in there.
(no subject)
Apr. 16th, 2009 08:58 pmI'm sure none of you are going to believe it until I get pictures (or show you in person), but I'm saying it anyway.
I got a tattoo today.
Shocking, I know. It's on the back of my right shoulder. Matches my boyfriend's, but his is on his chest. You know me. I wasn't about to get one in the same place.
I got a tattoo today.
Shocking, I know. It's on the back of my right shoulder. Matches my boyfriend's, but his is on his chest. You know me. I wasn't about to get one in the same place.
insane100 :: Big Smoking Thing
Apr. 14th, 2009 11:59 pm"Anima Remitto!"
With a spatter of blood and a phrase, the dark enchantress sealed herself with a mark that ensured her return and laughed in amusement as her persecutors dragged her toward the pyre. They believed they had claimed a great victory in the eyes of their Lord, but oh how very foolish they were.
"Madelyn Hibbins. Brianna Withridge. Countess Marguerite Isobel Thoreaux. You have been found guilty of committing the darkest art -- witchcraft. For this affront against God, I hereby condemn you to burn in the fires of Hell in which you so eagerly seek communion."
Isobel stood tall and proud as she and her friends were sentenced, giggling quietly to herself, even as she felt the heat rising. How very foolish indeed.
"You think this ends with a lick of flame? I sleep but a while. And when the time is appointed, my heir will awaken me. And I will have vengeance!"
Her laughter rose like the smoke that surrounded her, a cackle that brought a murmur through the crowd and parents to pull their children closer. She would return to claim the Stones of Power and take her place as ruler of this world, and then they would pay. All of them would pay.
Lana sat straight up in her bed, eyes wide open and heart pounding. After only a second to catch her breath, she was practically sprinting to the full length mirror on the other side of the room and lifting her shirt to examine her back.
Nothing.
"Oh thank God!"
Those words had never been so sincere.
She crumbled to her knees and stayed there for a few minutes. She knew why she was dreaming about Isobel after all these years. Now that she knew there was more out there, more of the supernatural than she'd seen, of course it would bring everything back to the surface. That was the nature of dreams.
She touched a hand to her shoulder. Maybe she should get that tattoo, the one Sam had. At least then she could remove possession from her list of worries.
With a spatter of blood and a phrase, the dark enchantress sealed herself with a mark that ensured her return and laughed in amusement as her persecutors dragged her toward the pyre. They believed they had claimed a great victory in the eyes of their Lord, but oh how very foolish they were.
"Madelyn Hibbins. Brianna Withridge. Countess Marguerite Isobel Thoreaux. You have been found guilty of committing the darkest art -- witchcraft. For this affront against God, I hereby condemn you to burn in the fires of Hell in which you so eagerly seek communion."
Isobel stood tall and proud as she and her friends were sentenced, giggling quietly to herself, even as she felt the heat rising. How very foolish indeed.
"You think this ends with a lick of flame? I sleep but a while. And when the time is appointed, my heir will awaken me. And I will have vengeance!"
Her laughter rose like the smoke that surrounded her, a cackle that brought a murmur through the crowd and parents to pull their children closer. She would return to claim the Stones of Power and take her place as ruler of this world, and then they would pay. All of them would pay.
Lana sat straight up in her bed, eyes wide open and heart pounding. After only a second to catch her breath, she was practically sprinting to the full length mirror on the other side of the room and lifting her shirt to examine her back.
Nothing.
"Oh thank God!"
Those words had never been so sincere.
She crumbled to her knees and stayed there for a few minutes. She knew why she was dreaming about Isobel after all these years. Now that she knew there was more out there, more of the supernatural than she'd seen, of course it would bring everything back to the surface. That was the nature of dreams.
She touched a hand to her shoulder. Maybe she should get that tattoo, the one Sam had. At least then she could remove possession from her list of worries.
A HUGE survey
Apr. 14th, 2009 08:33 pmGENERAL:
(001) Your gender: Female
(002) Sexual orientation: Straight
(003) Single? No.
(004) Do you want to be? Absolutely not.
(005) Your birthday: August 12
(006) Age you wish you were: I'm good with 22.
(007) Your height: 5'4"
(008) The color of your eyes: Hazel
(009) The color of your hair: Dark brown.
(010) Piercings: Ears.
(011) Tattoos: No.
( Read more... )
(001) Your gender: Female
(002) Sexual orientation: Straight
(003) Single? No.
(004) Do you want to be? Absolutely not.
(005) Your birthday: August 12
(006) Age you wish you were: I'm good with 22.
(007) Your height: 5'4"
(008) The color of your eyes: Hazel
(009) The color of your hair: Dark brown.
(010) Piercings: Ears.
(011) Tattoos: No.
( Read more... )
meta!Lana is not pleased
Apr. 13th, 2009 01:33 am![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
It's the soulmates thing, isn't it? I can't help it. Sam completes me. "Soulmate" is the best word I know to describe it. So...fuck you.
Sickly Confessions with
hero_farmboy
Apr. 11th, 2009 02:57 pmLana wanted out of her house and back to the office, like now. She hadn't spent this much time in her still very new home since her vacation, which was boring enough on its own. Now that she thought about it, she'd never even had a house warming for this place, just told the important people in her life where she could be found. She had been so focused on her work that she hadn't even thought about it.
God, she was turning into a workaholic.
But she enjoyed her work. Didn't that make it okay?
No. No, she knew it didn't. She needed to have time for other things, for a life.
For the times when Sam would show up unexpected and make love to her.
Sam wasn't here right now, though. She was alone, laying back on the couch, cuddling her bear and waiting on her guest to arrive. Where the hell was Clark?
God, she was turning into a workaholic.
But she enjoyed her work. Didn't that make it okay?
No. No, she knew it didn't. She needed to have time for other things, for a life.
For the times when Sam would show up unexpected and make love to her.
Sam wasn't here right now, though. She was alone, laying back on the couch, cuddling her bear and waiting on her guest to arrive. Where the hell was Clark?