manorsuperman | Entries tagged with [ver] canon

Today, I thought my boyfriend and I were finally going to have the kind of relationship and life I'd always wanted. Then my real boyfriend came home and told me it was just his evil twin and he'd been gone for weeks. FML.

[ooc: So I was kind of wanted to create a FML place for muses...then I got lazy. This'll do for now, right?]

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

( Beware of angst. )

Bonus #1: Select five people from your muse's f-list and have them list five reasons for each person why they're thankful they know them.

[ooc: Multiple verses in this post, including canon. That said, not binding to any muse unless noted. As I have several verses that crossover with Supernatural, I won't specify which unless it's specific to a certain verse.]

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( Warning: prompt deals with the subject of suicide. )

Leave it to what should have been the symbol of their happily ever after to be the thing to usher in it's destruction.

[POST @ MUSEBYSENTENCE]

( Spoilers for the worst hour of fictional television in history, Smallville's Doomsday. )

[ooc: Bizarro/Lana, requested by

hero_farmboy. Finally getting around to it since I need a way to ignore Supernatural.]

( You've been awfully handsy lately. )

Are you an only child? Write about your siblings or lack thereof.

This is going to be complicated.

I was raised as an only child, first by my parents, then by my aunt after my parents' death in the 1989 meteor shower. So in that aspect, yes, I'm an only child.

However, when I was around sixteen, I discovered my mother had been seeing someone around the time I was conceived. She and the man I call my dad were having problems, and were thinking about divorce. I went searching for this man, and yes, he turned out to be my biological father. We tried to develop a relationship, but there were some complications. He has two other children, neither of which I've ever met. So, biologically, I have siblings out there somewhere, though I'll probably never know them.

Then there is Chloe Sullivan. We don't share any blood ties or surrogate parents, but she's stuck by me through so much, even when I didn't deserve her friendship. Sometimes I still don't think I deserve it. As far as I'm concerned, we're not just like sisters. We are sisters, and that won't ever change.

Lana took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

""Looking for a loving relationship, which brings h..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

I'm guessing the repetition is supposed to mean something.

[ooc: Emo!me is emo, for reasons I won't mention, so you get emo!Lana, too.]

( Emo post-Requiem fic, with image from Pilot. )

[locked from everyone]

I wish I could quit you, Clark Kent.

Hi, this is Lana. Sorry, but I seem to be a little busy at the moment. Just leave me a message and I'll return your call as soon as I can.

Ten People I've Hurt
(because those are easier to list)

1) Whitney Fordman
2) Chloe Sullivan
3) Clark Kent
4) Genevieve Teague
5) Buffy Sanders
6) Lex Luthor
7) Lionel Luthor
8) Lois Lane
9) Casey Brock
10) myself

[ooc: "Buffy Sanders" is not her real name, but her real name isn't actually mentioned so...yeah.]

[ooc: This is fic and therefore not open to RP.]

( Where's the line? )

Lana Lang
Smallville
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[Written from Season 3 canon time. Not open to RP.]

I don't understand him.

One minute we're happy, everything is perfect and then...then for reasons he won't even explain, he's late, or he stands me up, or he takes off, or we just can't be together. And then. Then, just when I think I'm moving on and getting over him, out of nowhere he asks to have dinner with me or meet him somewhere. I agree to whatever it is, and something comes up. Something always comes up!

You'd think I would have learned the first time around. Is it really that hard to explain where he keeps disappearing to? I can't imagine whatever it is he's doing is criminal or anything. He's probably the kindest, most caring, most moral person I know.

I just don't understand why he thinks he can't trust me. If he'd just tell me the truth, tell me whatever it is he's hiding, we wouldn't have all these problems and might actually have a chance to be together.

I keep hoping it'll happen...but I know it won't.

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I'd like to think that one day my heart will finally heal. I've been through a lot. I still think about my parents and how much I miss them, even though it's been 19 years since they died. Honestly, I'm not sure I'll ever fully get over that loss. I feel like part of myself is in that grave with them. That part gets smaller the longer I live, but it's still missing, still with them. Maybe one day I'll feel healed, but it's not today, especially given a more recent heartbreak.

I miss you. All of you.

97 words

[Completely Private]

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room
You made yourself look perfect in every way
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away
Baby your secret's safe

Stranger -- Hilary Duff

( It was all a lie. )