musebysentence :: Advent 18. Merry
Dec. 6th, 2009 03:58 pmWith him several months clean and her pregnant, Jimmy and Lana were sure to have a very merry first Christmas together.
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[ooc: Sam is
likely_evil, Dean is
hasperkynipples and Clark is
solarsentinel. Takes place in All Jacked Up.]
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
It was nearing two months since she'd discovered she was pregnant. She was finally getting used to the idea of being a parent, even though it still scared her if she let herself dwell a little too long. She made every attempt to reduce stress, to take things a little easier, which meant less work and more sleep. The morning sickness was beginning to give way to random and sometimes very strange cravings, and there always seemed to be a man around trying to wait on her. Clark was the worst of them. If she could have punched him without hurting herself, she would, but instead she settled for scowling.
However, mood swings and unconventional pizza toppings were the least of her concerns.
While she carried the child of one Winchester, she was developing feelings for the other. It felt so wrong, given the situation, but she couldn't help herself. Sam was just someone she could sit and talk to for hours on end, intelligent and sensitive with the dorkiest sense of humor, but that's why he could make her laugh no matter which direction her hormones decided to drag her. There were times when he looked at her that her chest tightened and she could barely breathe, times when he touched her that her whole body would warm on contact. There were times when she wanted so badly to kiss him, even thought maybe he wanted the same, but she didn't. Her chance with him had gone with that one bad choice, so she would learn to ignore this, and one day, it would go away.
No, no it wouldn't. She'd be lying to herself if she said it would. This dancing around him was already driving her insane and it just seemed to be getting worse. Her mind told her she shouldn't, but she just had this suspicion that someday soon her mood was going to swing his way, and she had no idea how she was going to deal with it.
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Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
It was nearing two months since she'd discovered she was pregnant. She was finally getting used to the idea of being a parent, even though it still scared her if she let herself dwell a little too long. She made every attempt to reduce stress, to take things a little easier, which meant less work and more sleep. The morning sickness was beginning to give way to random and sometimes very strange cravings, and there always seemed to be a man around trying to wait on her. Clark was the worst of them. If she could have punched him without hurting herself, she would, but instead she settled for scowling.
However, mood swings and unconventional pizza toppings were the least of her concerns.
While she carried the child of one Winchester, she was developing feelings for the other. It felt so wrong, given the situation, but she couldn't help herself. Sam was just someone she could sit and talk to for hours on end, intelligent and sensitive with the dorkiest sense of humor, but that's why he could make her laugh no matter which direction her hormones decided to drag her. There were times when he looked at her that her chest tightened and she could barely breathe, times when he touched her that her whole body would warm on contact. There were times when she wanted so badly to kiss him, even thought maybe he wanted the same, but she didn't. Her chance with him had gone with that one bad choice, so she would learn to ignore this, and one day, it would go away.
No, no it wouldn't. She'd be lying to herself if she said it would. This dancing around him was already driving her insane and it just seemed to be getting worse. Her mind told her she shouldn't, but she just had this suspicion that someday soon her mood was going to swing his way, and she had no idea how she was going to deal with it.
Dropping the Bomb for
solarsentinel
Jul. 3rd, 2009 05:29 pmLana pushed the end button on her cell. It had taken her a few hours, but she finally called Clark. She needed someone to talk to before Dean and Sam got there the next day. Chloe was in Star City, Pete was God knows where...so Clark was the only one left. She wasn't exactly sure how he was going to react to the news, but she knew he still cared and always would, that he would be there for support whenever she needed it.
She plopped down on the couch. If he was at home, he was only a mile away, now that she was back in her old house next to the farm. Not that it really mattered. No matter where he was, she expected him any second. As worried as he would be after hearing she was clearly distressed about something, he wouldn't spare the superspeed.
She plopped down on the couch. If he was at home, he was only a mile away, now that she was back in her old house next to the farm. Not that it really mattered. No matter where he was, she expected him any second. As worried as he would be after hearing she was clearly distressed about something, he wouldn't spare the superspeed.
just_muse_me :: 9.4.3 Scream
May. 29th, 2009 07:53 pm[ooc: I've already written some about Eli as an older kid. Thought I'd actually get around to writing his birth.]
Nine months after she took a life and she was bringing another into the world, life that came from the one she'd ended. The pain was worse than she could have ever imagined. All she could do was scream, scream about how much she hated that bastard phantom who stole Clark's face. He deceived her into thinking he was Clark, took advantage of her feelings for him, and even though he was gone, he was still making her suffer.
"If he wasn't already dead I'd KILL him!" she sneered as her nails dug into Pete's hand.
"I know, I know! Just don't kill me instead, okay?!"
Another wave of pain, another scream.
"GET THIS DAMN THING OUT OF ME!"
Fifteen minutes later, everything faded as she held her baby in her arms. It didn't matter where he came from. It was love at first sight.
"Hey little boy," she cooed at the infant. "I'm your mommy."
Nine months after she took a life and she was bringing another into the world, life that came from the one she'd ended. The pain was worse than she could have ever imagined. All she could do was scream, scream about how much she hated that bastard phantom who stole Clark's face. He deceived her into thinking he was Clark, took advantage of her feelings for him, and even though he was gone, he was still making her suffer.
"If he wasn't already dead I'd KILL him!" she sneered as her nails dug into Pete's hand.
"I know, I know! Just don't kill me instead, okay?!"
Another wave of pain, another scream.
"GET THIS DAMN THING OUT OF ME!"
Fifteen minutes later, everything faded as she held her baby in her arms. It didn't matter where he came from. It was love at first sight.
"Hey little boy," she cooed at the infant. "I'm your mommy."
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Mar. 19th, 2009 02:06 am[Locked to
reporter_chloe's pregnant!Chloe and
superfarmboy's corresponding Clark]
I saw Dr. Klein today, and I have some news.
It's a boy. I've already picked out his name: Elijah Lewis Lang. What do you think?
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I saw Dr. Klein today, and I have some news.
It's a boy. I've already picked out his name: Elijah Lewis Lang. What do you think?
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Mar. 2nd, 2009 02:06 am[ooc: Newish Lana, check the list. Dang I have a lot of verses for this girl.]
[locked to
reporter_chloe's pregnant!Chloe]
I need to talk to you about something. I probably should have done it already, but...I don't know. I'm scared.
[locked to
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I need to talk to you about something. I probably should have done it already, but...I don't know. I'm scared.
[ooc: I blame you for this! OOC comments only, please! Obviously (as I've tagged) no one is seeing this!]
Dear little one,
I'm so sorry. I never meant for this to happen. I don't know what your life will be like, but I can't imagine it will be good. I don't know what kind of powers you will have or if you'll ever be able to enjoy a warm day at the lake. I should have known your father wasn't who he said he was. I was so stupid.
But that doesn't mean I don't love you or that you're a monster like him. He was what he was because of how he chose to live, not where he came from. You don't have to be like him. You can be whoever you want to be. You can overcome anything if you just set your mind to it. Trust me, I know.
We're going to get through this. I promise.
Love always,
Mom
Dear little one,
I'm so sorry. I never meant for this to happen. I don't know what your life will be like, but I can't imagine it will be good. I don't know what kind of powers you will have or if you'll ever be able to enjoy a warm day at the lake. I should have known your father wasn't who he said he was. I was so stupid.
But that doesn't mean I don't love you or that you're a monster like him. He was what he was because of how he chose to live, not where he came from. You don't have to be like him. You can be whoever you want to be. You can overcome anything if you just set your mind to it. Trust me, I know.
We're going to get through this. I promise.
Love always,
Mom