justprompts :: Ten secrets you are currently keeping.

[manorsuperman]

[locked from everyone but reporter_chloe]

1. Part of me still wants Lex, and I hate myself for it.
2. I've actually thought of taking my own life. How cowardly is that?
3. As many bad men I've fallen in with, I wonder what that says about me.
4. I read the letter Chloe wrote Clark sophomore year. (Sorry, Chloe.)
   
5. When I came back to Smallville for my last year of high school, there were times my heart ached to see Pete Ross walking down the hall, even though I was dating Jason Teague.
6. Clark Kent was born Kal-El on a planet called Krypton.
   
7. I was never pregnant with Lex's baby. I only thought I was because he did everything he could to make sure of it. I've never told anyone (until now).
   
8. I think Johnny Depp is one ugly son of a bitch.
9. I kind of want to screw Oliver Queen.
   
10. It might have made me a little crazy...but I think I might have enjoyed that kiss from Abby Fine.
    

Comments

[reporter-chloe.livejournal.com]

...Lana. You... You've wanted to kill yourself? You've never tried anything, have you? Oh my God... when you have thoughts like that, talk to me, okay?

...My letter? You read my letter?

Pete? Really?

Oh, Lana... how could Lex do that to you?

...yeah, I don't find Johnny Depp cute, either.

Ollie? Really? Lana...

...Oh my god you did? 0_0

[manorsuperman]

No, I never tried or I would have listed it that way. It's not so much that I wanted to as much as it's crossed my mind before.

Yeah, I was picking up some trash and I found it. I shouldn't have read it.

I really missed...miss him.

Lex is an evil bastard. I thought at least that much was obvious.

...he looks good in green leather.

...a little?

[reporter-chloe.livejournal.com]

Please... the next time a thought like that crosses your mind...

...Oh. I see.

You do? And here I thought you guys weren't even really friends...

Um, yeah, but... faking a pregnancy? That's... wow.

...You know about Olliver's green leather fetish?

Oh wow...

[manorsuperman]

It won't. I'm not in that place anymore.

I'm really sorry. I was a pretty bad friend back then.

We weren't exactly, but we ran track together. I guess I got used to seeing him. It seemed like he was always smiling.

I think I'd feel less violated if he'd raped me.

...did I forget to mention that?

Doesn't mean anything...right?

[reporter-chloe.livejournal.com]

Good.

It's okay. It's all in the past, right?

He was. Almost always.

Oh wow... that's... intense.

Um... yeah, I think so.

Uhh... right. Of course not.

[manorsuperman]

It's the past for me if it's the past for you.

I want to call Pete now. Is that stupid?

The baby was the one good thing in my life at that time, then I thought I miscarried...and then I found out it never existed.

...oops.

[reporter-chloe.livejournal.com]

Right. Yeah. It's said and done, so... easily forgotten, right?

No, of course it isn't. If you need his number, I have it.

...God, now I wanna kick his ass.

Oops? Yeah, oops. You and your oopsies. How'd you find out?

[manorsuperman]

I hope so.

I would, yeah. What do I say if he asks why I'm calling?

Guess my year of batshit makes a little more sense now, doesn't it?

It's a long story.

[reporter-chloe.livejournal.com]

Yeah.

Uh... just... tell him you started thinking about him and wanted to talk to him, catch up with him. See how he's doing, something like that.

Yeah, it does.

I imagine so.